I may look young, but my body feels very old sometimes. I woke up this morning with a stiff lower back and knee instability that always rears its ugly head first thing in the morning. As I was walking to the bathroom in a hunched position, with one hand on my back, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. Who am I, a 70 year old Grandma walking around a nursing home?!It was comical almost, except I was still wincing too much to chuckle.
The truth of the matter is, I don’t remember the last time my body felt completely good, I’ve just begun to measure how I feel in terms of it not being so bad. I saw the doctor yesterday and I was rambling off the body parts I was having issues with… my left shin that has such bad shin splints I wince from the slightest touch…my right knee that basically has arthritis and is very temperamental in the morning, but also when I jump and it just decides to buckle and not cooperate when it needs to, which is understandable seeing as how it’s missing a chunk of cartilage…my shoulder that almost came out of the socket the other day during lifting that happened to be the opposite shoulder of the one I dislocated a few years ago… . But I followed up this list, with I’m feeling pretty good right now.
And in the crazy world that I live in, that’s actually the truth. If my shin splints turn to a stress fracture, that will be trouble. If pieces of cartilage break off again and cause my knee to lock and be inoperable, I’d be out of commission. If my shoulder had actually dislocated and I had to wear that awful sling for six weeks, I’d be really bummed since that’s my writing hand and such. But aches and soreness are par for the course. And these little issues I’m experiencing just need to be controlled so that they don’t turn into something really problematic.
Athletes control the pain, but we never really expect to be pain free. I don’t remember what that even feels like, and by the time I’m done beating my body up, I may never know. I’m on my way to the athletic training room before practice so I can tape things back in place, put a heating pad on my back, and do some quick rehab exercises before I go to work. And today I feel pretty good…